sometimes after trying so hard............
beyond description
is it true to say that somethings are not possible
i don't know.
...

19:32

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long time since i last updated
ok
a quick one
guides annual camp is OVER
hope all enjoyed
camp challenge will be coming soon.
have to practise knots, gadget making, tents, flagpole and lots others
let's all add oil and do our best

ok thats all

20:39

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I simply don't know what's up with me.
With that huge pile of work on my back to be completed, i really feel the 'sickness' (a feeling that cannot be described with words)
these 'sickness' + 'pissedness' have been coming more often
i don't know what's driving it
and words alone are just unable to describe these feeling
i don't believe it's work to be done only
but nevertheless
i got to thank those who cheered me on, those words of encouragement helped me to stand up on my feet again
not forgetting those who added laughter into my life
and those who helped me to forget those not so sweet things
though at times i maybe not keen to share my troubles
but thanks for hearing me grumble at those things that dont make any sense at all to you all
it's up to me to be happy
i gonna smile more
and don't worry too much
THANKS.....

17:53

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today school was okay
but lunch was like buffet haha LOLs
during literature i suddenly thought of camp training days
9-12 dec 'o8 @ camp christine were like so good
haha i really did miss camp training lots '
i really hope the current badge of sec 2 guides can attend the camp
it thought me alot
more than ever i thought i will ever learnt
it made me really love guides till the max

recently somethings up but i am sure soon all will subside

the journey in life
was never smooth
and will not be
these humps and rocks along the way
are the ones you will remember best
are the ones that will make you stronger.

no matter how complicated the knot maybe
once you find the working end
you will solve it eventually
if you are patient enough.

21:06

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I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

it's the process that will make you stronger
once you have tried
there's nothing for you to regret

18:55

memories stay

This is my blog.

I record all the happy sad touching angry moments in here.

Memories they are all, some are good to forget while some should be remembered for long